Wow, God is good.
I cannot imagine not going for cell & not encountering
w God like today.

It's been ages since i last blogged, initially i wanted
to just stop blogging and all.
But ohwells! It's such a pity.
Pardon the lack of post.
Been relatively busy w camps and many many things.

Just got back from family dinner,
Coolness, all my aunts and my grandma & cousins.
Hee hee!


(LLS CAMP; Sabby was good i tell you)
LLS*- Legendary Leaders Summit Camp.


My kids, Solo camp for me.
(Benedict, Ryan, Benjamin, Rachel, Elysia & Rebecca)
Group 1- The league of Winners!


ETHAN!
He's english is powerful. Primary kid.


My darling Sissy.
How can i ever forget her, sorry for all the things,
I think you know it all.

:)

We go way back yo.
Hhahah i found this photo while trying to find
my old photos that was sent for printing :)
HA-HA, we were both young manz,
2007? That means 13.
Our aunt's wedding, i didn't have braces then too!
wheeee

Anw today was exhausting, i think i pulled
a muscle. Great.
Lessons Lessons Lessons, a week more to go!

Alot of happenings, trying to wrap up the year's work.
Miss Praba's leaving, that's something to NOT look
forward to for 2010.

Wow, i can't believe i survived the day!
Exhausted, i shall turn in,
on a lighter note, I'm getting busy,
i think that's good?
:)
I'm gonna read more.

Only when you feel uncomfortable where you are,
that just means you're growing, because
that means you're stepping out of oneself's comfort zone.

What a great morning!
Free starbucks. Wow.


HAHA Blessings from Above :)
ANW for SATURDAY & SUNDAY.
TODAY & TOMO.
GO TO STARBUCKS, SAY
"May i have the permission to make a wish?"
TADA! You'll get a FREE STARBUCKS.

What a day! Everyone cried today.
Well, almost everyone in my class.
Miss Praba's leaving, so sad manz.

Yep, Miss Praba too couldn't hold her tears.
Her words, wah sey, everyone eyes were
red during Maths. Emo siallll.
But will be Happy for her,
i was just telling belle earlier,
"Miss Praba's too good for us."
As in her teaching wise, she's a fab teacher manz.

I think the reason i even cried right was because
She believed in me.
The difference a teacher can make. Wow.

Hahha after today, i feel different!
HAHA, not different-different.
But yeah having a heart for many different things.
:)
A heart is so fragile yet tangible.
Isn't it amazing how having a heart changes
just everything, even the little of the littlest.
Yeah, encouraged.

REFLECTION DAY.
Hahha can't believe we spent the day reflecting.
I spend the first half of it sleeping.
Literally, Cheok & Belle too!
They were beside me, v boring &&& couldn't tahan.
Then they off the lights for us to reflect!
We had to hold hands in a groups of 5.
Super funny!
I held sherylynn and Rachel.

Rasey: -fell asleep suddenly-
&& wakes up.
Eh what's happening????
Sherylynn: HAHA; YOU FELL ASLEEP RIGHT!
Rasey: -State of shock & blurness-

COS, it was so dark when i woke up.
Then sherylynn & i were laughing about it after.
Cos i held her hand, and slowly the grip became super
loose, HAHAHA Cos i fell asleep, DUH>

Phew, training was exhausting!
I mean its crazayeeee, ahhah its been 2months since
we last trained and today marks the 2nd trgn!
Heehee, all the way Hockeyteam! :)

Anw I've successfully moved my table to a nice
spot in my room! I even packed my books,
gonna make some moves w my sissy.
She's taking my sofa & I'm taking some stuff in exchange.
So exciting! I absolutely love my room.
Always have, always will!
Ahduiiii! So cliche.

Just got back, Vera droved me today!
Hahha then met sissy & middle lek for dinner :)
It was great! They're mugging now,
hhahaha i was tired so i came back first.
Coolness!

Note to self; Blog more! :)

HAHHA HELLOOO!
Welllll I've been busy! Or rather, have been kept busy.
Welllllllllll not anymore!
Shall fully utilize my time more wisely now.
Since I've always wanted to but just
failed terribly as usual...

Enjoyed the week indefinitely (:
Heehee.
Kinda nice not having exams.
Yet the setback is that i miss studying!
Booo Rasey!
Yes i know lah, cos like study so much then suddenly
stop so its like the drive is still there.

Anw enough w studying matters.
I'm gonna complete or rather seal the year's work
(HEEHEE)
&&&& pack/organise my room.
Am thinking of redecorating it yet again,
benitaaaaaaabenben offered to paint my room!
How sweet of her, ahhahah art student okay!
Don't playplay.
Will see what I'm gonna do.

&&&&&&& MY AWESOME SISTER IS
LOANING ME HER MACBOOK FOR A MONTH.
TILL HER ALEVELS.
LOVE YOU SISSY.

Today i was walking back home from the doc.
Cos i had a medical check up thingy.
But anyway, as i was walking back,
i took a different route.
(Because i kinda forgot the old one)

Yes i know, I've lived there my whole life,
but that just goes to show how frequent i go there.

I walked past my old kindergarten.
Man i missed it, though i hated the lunch there
Marcoroni in orange bowl- daily.
As i stood and watched the kids just playing or learning.
Man i wished i was seating just right there.

&&& that was when i remembered something.
When i was little, i wanted to be a teacher.
Yes a teacher, but i knew i wasn't v smart and all.
So i made a much more realistic ambition.
To be a kindergarten teacher, HAHA
Why so? Cos i figured it was easy.

Man, kids are real.
Don't you think so?

Just a quickie!
hee hee, exam's are over!
woohoo I'm done!

Wellllllll many things to say but little time.
Those eyelids are sleepy! boo.
But yeah too bad there's school tomo.
Sport's carnival. yay what fun.
Sunburnt def.

till then!

I saw this in my head earlier.
Well not exactly the same but almost.
& you know wht that means,
prepare for rain.
Cos Revival's gonna happen(:

I loved this convo cos it's absolutely funny.
(Or so i think it is)

I was texting Beat the night before History paper.
That's thursday, cos she's geog. So here's how it ended

Rasey: Okay lah, byebye go sleep lah,
Go sleep in your rivers and lakes okay! Goodnight! (:
Beat: HAHA, okay lah goodnight, you go sleep w Hitler
I'm sure you'll have a good time w him, won't disturb you! (:

HILARIOUS.
The next day i passed her and said,
Rasey: Eh Beat! Wah you weren't drowned in the rivers huh!
Beat: Yeah i didn't, eh did you have a great time last night.

Hahahha That's Beatrice & Rasey talk.
HAHA stupid but it's super amusing lah to me.

4more parepers to counter!

Then i'm freeeeeee!
Biology, History, Amaths & ElitUnseen!
Here i come! :)

Man, I just love that the exams are finally here!
Yes weirdo Rasey i know.
Getting it over and done w yknow yknow.
Absolutely love it! (:
13Days to go to the end of it!
Woohoo~

So far so good.
EL; Seth tan said that we should start it w a bang
so that the rest of our papers would rock.
Hhaha hilarious, but yeah it was good.
Ever felt so immensely in writing?
Well, first time ever i did.

God's grace man i tell you.
I rewrite so many times, and really pray very hard
before i started on a new sheet, afraid of time factor.
But i pulled thru! (:

Cheena paper, hahah i should just move to
basic chinese, my chinese really very CMI man.
My laoshi say can lah, but i didn't
use a single idiom or chim word, my story
was literally primary-school-cliche-drama-mama.
Hhaha you name it, i have it.

Hhaha thing was i didn't even understand the topic
given!!! So scary man, then i check
the dictionary before starting, ohwells,
leave the rest to God.
Hhaha i do my best and let God do the rest.

SS! Woohoo, studied the stuff and it came
out, yayness, but then my phrasing
i felt it kinda suck a lil, so gotta see how it goes.
I quite sway, say its easy then surely fail.
If say its difficult, ill be lying.
Best, Hhaha no opinion.

Maths paper, people say we are going
to start crying after it.
I really hope not, but will see!
Exciting!!!! It seems really soon when
all this torture is gonna be over.

I wanna go on a holidayyyyyy!
Miss take the plane mannnnn.
Hhahah i wanna follow my momsy to work
BUT schedule wise i think we don't telly by a day.
I want, and i truly really want!
HintHint*

(My mom reads this)
Hhahahah thats why, but anyways it'll be cool.
I enjoyed the last trip, though mom nearly
got heart attack worrying about me.
hahahha So funny.
Fingers crossed, perhaps perhaps, she might just take me! (:

She's coming home tonight,
so haha! That's great to hear.
Can't wait!

Well, for now, i better get back to my numbers.
Add, minus, plus, divide
here Rasey comes!

What kind of person?
In the past, I would want to do well so that I would not lose to people,
especially people I envied or was jealous of secretly etc.
The bad kind of competition.
If you catch what i'm saying..

But check this out,
Doing well, yes did make me happy.
BUT, not for the right reasons.
When I did well it made me happy that I won so and so that kinda thing.
&&& not that wow i did well, so proud of myself.

See the difference?

I believe that many of us out there are like that,
we want it so that we won’t be lacked behind or laughed at,
many whatnots and when we don't, we fall hard.
Afraid of what people thinks or is going to talk about of you.
Amen?
HAHHA, so true right. Come on,
Are you going to seat there and be in denial & disagreement.
You're human right, face it.

Now i'm proud to say that,
I wanna do well, Not because i care of what others think,
Not because of competitions, not because of any thing else,
but because right, by doing well,
My parents would be proud of me, not only that,
they would be happy.

&& not only that, I know that whatever grades i get,
as long as i do my best, God will be proud of me.
& man, Idk how to explain it but
I'm proud of My God.

& just like that, I'm happy enough.

Over this brilliant weekend,
I feel charged up & Ready for the
weeks to come.

Man I've never felt so stressed up w everything,
lost hope for my studies, only worrying & doubting more and more.
But i'm putting all that behind me,
"fear, helplessness, hopelessness.."
& instead, have strong Faith to believe.
I'm gonna Shine for Jesus man,
gonna face my giant w this big step of faith.

Oh man It's gonna be amazing.
There was this point of time whereby i just wanted
to give up everything, friday was at its lowest.
My prayers were answered when Gary &
Pastor Paul spoke this weekend.

I'm ready, all the way Rasey Tan Rui Shi.
Keep running forward,
trusting more and more each step of th way
& day by day.
Your Grace is sufficient.

Yeppz, &&& Belle & Chermin
all the way k! With God all things are possible.
& all of you who're reading,
Don't give up!
Now's not the time, it is always when its
most difficult, at the climax whereby we lose it,
don't give in, press on,
PUSH- pray until something happens.

& someone told me this,
it's not too late, it'll never be unless you say it is.

wellll,
I'm ready, set Go. GO4GOD!
Shining for Jesus.

With me?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSYYY WISSY HEE HEE!!!!
YOU'RE 18 & MANZ, YOU'RE OLD! (OOPS)

PHOTOS OF BABY HER!





































Hope you enjoyed it!

I was feeling a lil weak & exhausted over the week
but saturday had owned all of the days!!!!
Besides mugging & more mugging.
Boh liao.
HHAHAH

Sianzzzzz, Went for colors on friday, heels were
the killer manz, how can shoes be girl's bestfriend?!
Immediately after the award ceremony, me and tiff
changed to our sneakers, much comfortable!

We were so scared we went on stage & fell.
Hilarious but hey, it does happen.
We (Janna, tiff & i) went to change,
it was hilarious, cos we had to wear stockings!!!
So grossed out.

But anyways hitched a ride & went to TM
to buy sissy birthday dinner!
Awwww, hahah then she treat me to frolick!
It was good, then we went home!
HAHHAHA

Saturday morning was productive!!!
Overslept, as i planned to wake up @ 5?
Crazy plan, hahahah woke up 2hours laterz.
Headed down to Macs to studyyyyy; cooliooo.
So funny manz,
it was disturbing when this 2 prolly sec4 students
came and sat by the table beside mine,
wah sey; Best.com manz
HOW CAN PEOPLE HOLD HAND TO STUDY ONE?

Anyways after that it was good.
went to PP w sissy to meet Aunt Uncle & cousins.
It was awesome time.
We headed for the airport to makan and
something something er.
Dian Xiao Er i think. Chinese Restaurant.
The food was absolutely good.

The best part was the cake surprise.
The people are really bad @ it.
IT was so funny.
Then there was this lady behind whose
birthday was ytd too!!! So she was
like wahh i thot why ppl know & sing for me somemore.
So funnny lah.

Had heaps of fun!
Came back and the boys were helping me get baby photos
of jie, we were laughing at our cute faces lah.
Reminiscing the past.
Then they had to leave, Jac & Nana
(Sissy calls them that)
Came over to surprise her! HAHHA
Hilarious, they pah-kah w me so i knew.

After the boys left i finish the collage and went
over t their room! Nana & jac were playing
the guitar so we started P&W there and then!!!
So funnn lah, hahah from 1230-2AM?
I couldn't tahan and went to bed! HAHHA

That's my weekend.
A lil special; I'm gonna face my giants.
Meet you at the finish line.

Welllllll! School school school.
Back @ school.
MsPraba decided to put us into our exam seating arrangements.
HHAHA so that will be in the exam mode.

I was just seating in class dreaming during FP
(Free period)
Looking @ my classmates, my front back left right.
All crazy over super junior or some korean dude.
HAHA.

To the extend of having the korean dude's picture
infront of their table w some encouraging note
to study in KOREAN! HAHA these ppl so cute manz.
Pattern so funny.
But for real manz, they all have photo frame like
thing tht can stand or else its in their
pencil case or whtnots.

HHAHAHA
Super zhai i tell you, they know how to sing korean
songs, and write korean! How cool?
Pro right.
So amusing right. Eh not laughing at yall hor.

(HAHAH, Nah don't worry i don't intend
to do korean, afterall, i cant even get my Chinese
right, what's more get Korean? HAHA True?)

&&& I was just thinking of watching BOF.
(Boys over flower)
till i heard Pastor Rupert on sunday.

So true manz! Denial love. HAHAH
Dreaming of all sorts of weird weird thing w
those actors (????)
IDK, People like to go I'm Mrs XXXXXXX
(some korean dude name)
IDK! But yeahhh its like idols?

&& sooo i decided that HAHA, no more cheena
dramas for me manz.
I'm totally still in denial of the fact that
cheena dramas will help my chinese, but it have proven
otherwise.

BUTTT anyway
point of saying all these was,
i was dreaming even more than that.
Just imagine right, the entire class being Christians
& worshipping Jesus. Wow.

We can totally like have prayer meetings everyday!
Starting our day out w the word of God!
Like literally manz, its like revival happening!!!!
&&&& When one class happens, its
gonna be like wild fire!!!! Class by class, levels by levels.
Then that's like the entire STNICKS!!!!

I mean C'mon, if 3quarters of my class
can almost "Worship" korean dudes,
what's more to say worshipping Jesus.
The Way, The truth, the Life.
Amen Amen to that.

& When that happens, wow.
Lets pray.

With God, All things are possible.

AWWWWW! I'm awe-stricken!
It's that a word?
Anyways touched lahhh.
Today's home alone for muaaa!
Parents & sissy have gone to the hotel.
BUTTTT Anyways just as i thought another boringgg
night! &&& i just love surprises.

My sissy bought the above for me!!!!
So kind of her, its a mini poster && im super proud of it.
I was reading it, wowwww!!!
HHAHA Awesome-ness, gotta share the love yknow!!!

THANK YOU JIE!
LOVE YOU LAH; THOUGH WE ALWAYS LIKE TO
FIGHT FIGHT BUT HA-HA QUITE STUPID
TO FIGHT HOR, LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!

Anyways tuitioned this morning,
Wow was quite tired, cos tuition so early,
wonder how donny can survive @ work this morning!
Cos we're all definitely pigs still sleeping
while he's impacting students lives?
HAHHA

Anyways met Chermainelek & sissy
@ tea valley to study!
The seats there are siok mannn!
Then went to Macs after to meet ahem,ahem!
Good Good, actual work done.
Heading down there early tomoz again
to mug a lil before going for cell!
So happy mommy allows!!!!!!
JOY JOY JOY JOY JOY!

My grace is sufficient for you.
Psalms 91:15

I absolutely enjoyed myself entirely today!
Yaynessssss, filled w joyyyyy! Joy joy joy! :)))
Had class lunch today @ Bugis Seoul Garden,
We ate ALOTTTT! &&&& Crappyyyy talks! HAHHA
I had fun myself definitely, then
some went of to Arcade to do DDR AKA
Dance Dance Revolution?? Or Resolution.
Whatever R stands for, but i didn't like the Arcade
in fact i Feared the Arcade!!!!!

The people & all, the crowd... So half left the Arcade
and the other stayed, so the rest went shopping!!!
HAHAH so hilarious.
There was this lady who could smell us manz.
Man we stink!!!!! Cos of Seoul Garden.

Left them earlier for Tuition (SOT!!!!<3)
After tuition rushed to Sembawang to meet donny they all.

Potatoes!!!! <3
HHAHA donny's daddy drove too slowly so donny was late.
He picked Ame & wii first then me & sissy @ sembawang.
Damn far manz.
We went to BUCKAROOS!
The food is fab manz, the place was super ulu got no bus kind..

We ate the Super ChaoJi hot spicy chicken.
Got level somemore one, but we jump straight to level 7
Wahhh we were all CRYINGG!!!!
Donny was perspiring BEADS of perspiration.
No joke man, like we all just finish marathon,
& that was just 2pieces of Chicken wings.

Ame&Wi could not take it!!! So funny lah they all.
Ame&Wii tears manz, super flushed.
Then we talk talk talk talk talk.
Super funnnz! Love times like these really!
The food wahhh, it was good, eat so much manz.
We were the last to leave!

So donny drove drove drove then we passed a beach!!!
So koooollll manz, we decided to alight to see see.
Then so funnny i tell you,
got so many couples seating there enjoying dk what
and got some people fishing somemore!!
So we hung around for a while then zhao.

Wahhh we kept laughing in the car then i needed to pee can.
So desperate!!!!!
Then got like no toilet, Wahh Thank God!!!
Petrol kiosk.
Saved! (:
I was then a happy girl!
Lalalala.
HAHAHAH happy seh.

Donny drove us all the way back to Pasir Ris.
HAHA feel bad for staying so far!
Ohwellls love Potatoes deepdeep!<3! Going to sleep!

Long day tomo, more mugging,
what fun?

Someone always say this;
But as a student, what's the best way to Honor God?
By our studies.

Seating around, bumming around,
doing some actual work.
All day my itouch @ its best singing to me.
Boy do i love it.

Praise & Worship, yknow its like there
are just moments whereby you stop doing
everything and sit there and enjoy it.
No matter how zhaoxia you can get,
you just sing it anyways, && after that
end w a smile @ your own stupidity.

Have we enjoyed it?
Today i just wanna say that,
Being a Christian, committing myself at church
every sunday, knowing that my sundays would be church.
Wow i can just smile.

I was never a commitment person,
Never did i manage to complete a year of Art class
when i was younger,
Never did i manage complete
my piano grade 8 when i promised to @ the start,
giving it up @ pathetic grade2.
Never did i manage to not change tuition countless
times that lost track of how many.

All the nitty gritty things.

Honestly speaking,
That was why I feared Church & refused to
right @ the start of the year.
:/I didn't want to commit myself to anything.
Or rather, i feared of committing myself to it,
that's why it took me so long to be convinced
by my sister. 5-6months?
Fear have stopped me. Have it for you?

I believe so that some of us are.
But thing is, commitment is actually nothing,
because when you give it a shot,
when you decide to open your heart
and truly really give it that one shot,
to enjoy and love something,
you do it because you want not, not because you have to
or is committed to.

It have been the best decision I've made.
I know i've made many decisions in life,
too many that I can't really remember what they are
but i know of this, & yeah I'm proud of it.
Proud to be a Christian.
To have Jesus in the centre of my life.

When's your turn?

My Savior Lives, My Savior Loves,
My Savior is Always there for me.

Cos you're always there.
When somebody says you've nobody,
I beg to differ from that.
I've a Bestfriend!
Jesus, you're my bestfriend! & you'll always be
now & forever!

Rough day today,
Ended up doing nothing very productive.
Haiz! BUT!
Out of being not being productive there's something
way better! Ohwellsss
Enjoy the new song! It's really awesome.

OHHH & i got my lazy ass up to go
for a jog weirdly @ 730PM?
I enjoyed my jog alot today; yes exceptionally.

Praise God for Wii's Salvation.
Wow its amazing.
Met up w potatoes on Sat it was good lim-tehing
and dinnering tgt && Ame's sissy is
superrrz! HAHHAHA

Sundayyy;
Even better! 3 times the happiness!
Chermin & Belleeeee came to Cornerstone! :))))
They never got to know why i was so
exciteddd! I every morning see them i just say
3 words! HAHAH
"belle; sunday; so exciting!!!!"
HHAHAHA
What's so much more to it is that they got
saved! God is good. Amen Amen.
3 Salvations!

Yet at the same time; nothing can beat the
salvation of my family.
Yeah (: Claudia was so so happy when dylen
too got saved! So cute lah the both siblings.

After service went to meet aunt & Uncle Koh
for dinner cos they were ard and i smsed
her before then say wah so long never meet up
then she say eh we nearby lets meet!
SO we went swensens.
Talktalktalk (: Good good.
HAHHA

Welllll today, studied for a bit, not bad lah.
More & more.
I so sad manz! Kristy asked to coach.
So temptingggggg, then somemore
to say no to kristy they all leh :((((
Studies studies studies.

But anyways had dinner w the parents.
It was quite fun!
We were talking and laughing over things.
I enjoyed myself entirely!
Alrighto i shall go off & zzzz.
sorry boring post!

Love Abundantly, to love is hard.
Jesus said to love.
always love.

God is good, All the time.
Amen?
PM was good today, exceptionally.
God's presence wow.
He just met us there.
More & More of You.

If you do what is right, will you not be accepted?
But if you do not do what is right,
sin comes crouching at your door,
it desires to have you;
But you must master it.
-Genesis 4:7

Right or wrong; What's your take?

" For i know the plans i have for you, declares
the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future."
-Jeremiah 29:11


I feel relieved, its going to be the holidays,
that means more mugging?
Muggertoads. Hhaha
Parents are off to BKK; Daddy's flight got
cancelled due to technical problems.
He's taking the later one, which is leaving in 5mins.
Hahha cos he just smsed (:
I shall pray for a safe & enjoyable trip!
AMEN! :)
Hhahaha

Alrighto, pretty shagggg, dk what to blog about
today, hahahah i see hearts on my sister's
macbook keyboard as i type this post.
Love Abundantly; Jesus said to love.

KKKK! Grandma's over, i shall go now!

Really good stuff.

To be loved is easy.
Just be nice & just do everything you need to do.
To love is hard.
Its giving yourself to others, to make an extra effort.
The list is never ending.
And Jesus said to love, He loved so much
He was so unloved.

HAHA; it's been ages since i blogged.
Teacher's Day; i like, why? HHAH holiday mah.
Anyways ytd was awesome,
we danced "Nobody by wondergirls"
G was telling me how she spotted me i bet i was horrible!
Me & sherylynn could even be talking behind!
HAHHAHA Don't ask; i can't really co-ordinate if you're wondering..

Practically most schools had half day except ours!
We had lessons somemore cannz.
Hahaha hardcore, but ohwells it was coolz.
Our class was pretty exhausted by the end of the day
we had "sleeping time" during biology cause its 3periods
straight so we usually have break in between.
Ms Praba was touched by our 999 paper cranes!!!
She made the last humongous one; pretty awesome.

I'm starting to enjoy being home!
Though the folks are hardly around & i seldom see sissy too
its still been a long long long time since i really spent time @ home.
Since trainings & all, most of the time I'm @ school.
One more week of training before another month of break.
EOYs. Great.

Weirdly how i missed my grandma's cooking.
i spent some time this morning @ my cousins after tuition,
we were watching && really literally laughing over The incredibles.
then we watched some show featuring "Jonas Brothers"
so hilarious what disney channel does to the characters..
tried learning guitar from Glen but end up he started
playing some songs; gonna go w him laterz to get one :D

I laughed at him cos he had his mini bolster still!
&& he is like sec2 already? its even smaller than my arms canz.
Hhahah he was malu-fied.
Ohwells cuzzie, you haven't grown up yet huh.

/
Many a times we forget how happy we were in the past,
we start enjoying or just surviving what we are doing.
We forget to add joy, to enjoy what we do,
we forget to start living.
& We forget to love.
We want love but we don't give others love.
How ironic?

Wellllll, my half hour on the internet is up,
time to go offffff!
More mole concept to do.

;

"The more i loved, the less i was loved."
-David Wilkerson

IDK why but I really liked this.

"Take me higher, than ive been before,
Jesus i want more, Jesus i need more."

His unfailing love that have set me free.
God is good, all the time.

Grow Rasey Grow!
I came to a realisation!!!
Whenever I'm w my family, I feel normal or weirdly tall!
Whenever I'm at school, I am abnormally short.

Now, how weird is that?

I totally think its the genes.

Wow, its been a longg week.

Have been tempted to blogged butttt i knew how much

time that would have cost me.

Having hockey Break; wow love it yet hate it.

I'm always finishing school so early

and free, so i use the time to study duh.

I realise something, wah sey;

Got training i complain, No training i also complain.

(Tsk tsk Rasey tan!)

SOOOOO,

Went studying w sissy on Thursday night @ macs.

W her nana friend, hahaha

left at about 840 & came home earl.

For once this entire week, I'm actually sleeping can.

So happy manz, we had family dinner last night.

@ Changi, all time favourite.

Though daddy was pretty tired & all,

Momsy got some Bling watch lor, super hilarious.

&&&& my sissy dared me to wear it.

Of course i dare luhh.

Anyways parents bought like alot of things,

they had a good time so that's good.

Speaking of which,

Then she can learn driving &&& drive me next year luhhh.

HAHHAAH Kidding, A's now Babaye!

OHHH ytd SLP (StudentlearingProject)

We went selling muffins, $2 muffins sial.

Sales was bad! But we were raising funds for

Club rainbow, which is for Chronically Ill kids.

So sad right, Yeahh.

A big thank you to Shermaine, Yihui & Chermin

(if you see this)

For accompanying me to sell after school even

though this wasn't your SLP (:

&&& lina too for staying till CCA (:

We managed to sell all!!!! 450muffins manz.

Sarah had to buy like 10? Lina also..

Then Jeanette wahhh best, she bought like 50muffins???

Miss Rockey bought like 5 & say

"You girls better do very well for EOYs ok! Ill remember.."

Then we laughed.

Miss Praba Bestttt! She bought 30,

for our entire class, each person 1!

How can you find such supportive teachers??

Still got many more luh, Missleee!! etc etc

ANYWAYS; I saw this on Lifen's blog previously.

Still am inspired, afterall, its for Kids(:

Take some time check it out.

Toms's SHOES!

& i love telling ppl who doesn't like charity

"Hey, we all need some charity in our lives right!"

I know i blogged;
But i really gotta post this again.
Wow can; @ least i know someone had taken
something home from watching Facing the giants.
It's a good entry on Reflecting on everything
on Friday; TeamBonding.
Very true & very real (if you get what i mean)

"
Let's do our best; remember, nothing but our very best!
(hahah taken from Facing the Giants)
Let's continue having faith in God and in one another,
and pray that we will have the courage to correct,
the kindness to encourage,
the patience to stand by one another and the love to share(:

Let's be team-centred, baby!
We'll be the greatest team the world has ever seen!
Okay not literally, because that status still belongs to arsenal,
but hopefully this team will hold a really special place in each of our hearts!
Thanks everyone(: I love you all and i mean it.

http://www.rewindtoplay.blogspot.com/
Stacey's blog
"

Hahha to stacey;
Don't thank me; I believe all these is God's plan.
Like what we're always talking about,
you know it girl.

SNHOCKEY;
Remember
"Have Faith, Never Give up, Never Backed Down"

What a National day man!
After service @ fairmount Hotel; went for Zone lunch!
(*Gasp*; SO HAPPENING!!!)
:))) Headed home after as i was really exhausted :/
I sat at City Hall station while waiting for the train
&&&& Fell asleep there cannn;
missed 2trains i think.
It was super crowed so smartass me too it to Raffles place
first then took the train, &&& Boy am i lucky!
God's grace manz, i got a seat!

&&& weirdly i slept through again.
Just as i arrived at the interchange,
My beloved bus3 arrived!!!
Wah sey; now say Praise God!
Then even so; i was that tired that i slept again
despite it being 4bus stops?

Immediately once i reached home
i changed and popped into bed;
I slept all the way; missing my alarm since
i wanted to complete some work that night.
Somemore i had overloaded SMSes from the night
&&& i heard NONE!
I did answer calls as i know my sis won't.
I just slept all the way till 6AM Sunday!!!!!

Woahh sey; 13hours yo!
My sissy too, she came back from tuition @ 7
&&&& slept all the way to 8AM this morning.
We both skipped dinner
Reason 1: Both lazy to cook
Reason 2: There wasn't anything to cook.
Reason 3: We were too tired to even think about eating.

Then waking up i headed for Yow's tuition.
So weird right, I missed the whole National Day saga!
Singapore Idol, National Day Parade!

The house yeah totally messy.
Everywhere and everywhere; no kidding.
Everything is everywhere.
Crashed my parents room w sissy on Sat night
cos the bed is so awesome!
But the AC was sauna mann, so hot;
so my sissy took the liberty of having it ytd night
cos i forgo the bed for AC :D

&&&& We are truly blessed.
My grandparents came all the way down from
Aljunied with Homecooked food.
(AWWWW!)
They just arrived! & we were starving, blessed not?
Then they are super happy, cos
Uncle Tai8 is bringing them to Batam.
(Suddenly sialll)
So they dropped the food and hurried off.

Alright my awesome sister is making hot the food
as i am blogging, Eh i washing k!
:))) Toodles God bless you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
So patriotic of me right!
True Red Singaporean bohdohh.

Anyways I am super shaggg manz.
My parents are safely in HK! Rejoice (:
We prayed for a good, Safe flight & they got FC!
Hahha Guma&Uncle were :D:D:D

Couldn't wake up to go off with the parents
& also to send them off (Awww!)
But woke up a 545AM in the end,
showered and bus-ed down to Airport;
Send Cynthia, Met Eoin & Ivan;
quite surprised they came, didn't expect as i figured
they would prolly oversleep and not come kinda thing.

They cabbed down anwyays, hahha cheaters.
Everywhere else was closed so we went
to Kopitiam before Cynthia had to leave :((((
4years manz USA.
BChoo was caught up @ airport police work hence
couldn't pop over.
Left w the rest after Cynthia went in :(:(

Crappped much; then went to Whitesands Macs
& crapped even more.
Met my tutor and headed back for Chemistry tuition.
Wahh i got a shock to hear
that my tutor was an AK Participant!!!
So weird right, my tutor who teaches me cannn!
Then i Coach @ Ak then its like ultra contrasting weirdness!!!

Grandparents came over and stocked up
our food :))) So awesome;
they got me eggtarts! Hahahha <3!!!!
Then they went back & i went to meet sissy.
Ohwellllllllls :))))
Shall end off with good stuff ohkay!

It's not about what you do for God;
But its about what God do for you,
because even when we quit on God,
God still doesn't quit on us.
Really & truly I believe in that.

Daniel 11:32
The people who know their God shall be strong
& carry out great exploits.

Goodnight with love! Jesus really loves you :)

Hahhah a v exhausting day.
But i likeeeee, tday's a really good day.
National day, HockeyBonding etc &&&
Dinner w momsy.
She bought me a book! Hahha from US.
:))))

Shall blog more tomo yeah.

"

well, im just so so thankful we had the thing today.
like everyone knows how everyone feels now.
and i know im going to put my very best for the team
cause you guys are so worth it.
we'll encourage each other all the way yup? :)
and well, we all have our flaws but together
we can help improve each other!
which is what i really really want.

yes, thank God for this day cause i think
it will really have a good impact on the team as a whole.
appreciate the feedback guys!
will try to be less shitty!

SN HOCKEY BDIV 2010
im there for a reason.
Thank you God.

"
-Taken From Esean's blog.

<3

Tragic.
What does not kill me makes me stronger.

A good laugh before i was about to shut off the comp.

I.AM.GOING.TO.GROW.
I just know it yknow! HAHA!
Here's the catch, today during cheena lesson,
Next year, the today, if I'm taller
than CYM (ChenYongMing) Cheena teacher;
HAHA! He is going to go broke manz.
What a insane bet. 20CM to go!

Super long story on how we got
to that; & what 矮冬瓜! HAHA

Hardcore week.
& yeah I've been reading, ain't tht just amazing (!!!)
Anyways I'm so glad for next week really.
&&& i so have to make up everything
since next week is test-free and all.
Time to catch up.
Planning manzzzz.

Today was a exceptionally happy day!
No kidding, break was awesome,
midday prayer was even more awesome,
training was light, everything was good (:

Have i mentioned how ive to indulge and endure
Korean songs in exchange for Belle&Chermin
to hear my P&W!!!! Hahahahh super funny deal.
Everyday they will hear 1 from my touchyy
& ill have to hear their super junior.

I sure win one lohh, i got a thousand plus cannnn
they got maybe less than a 100songs!
We were so high retardedly singing before Bio test.
Adrenaline rush i tell you/:

Speaking of Bio, I think I'm so not bio-proof.
I damn scared for ChemSPA in 3weeks?
Every single experiment, I'm the watcher
or cleaner. HAHAH! Watch & clean up.
Best.com
Chan&Rachel loves doing the experiments.

Then ChemSPA can die manz.
How am i to know wht to do without those 2!!
HA-HA! Rachel&Yue were saying
how i absolutely have
hand leg everything co-ordination problem.

OHHH & alexteoh (Chem teacher) mixed some chemical
to disinfect door knobs or whatnots that he sees!
Super funny, he carries a spray around.
&&&& 3Unity had 12absentees, swine manz.
One by one all going down.
They playing survival, the last man standing.
I laughed literally.
(SISSY:DADDY:MOMMY)

Anw,
Funny how i never knew this.
I am very blessed, with a family that loves me.
I am very blessed, with people who cares and are there for me.
I am very blessed, with teachers who goes beyond to help.
I am very blessed, to have got to know God.
Thank you God; my Saviour.

JOANCLARE is opening tomo!
Officially by Joan(Bennyyybenben!) & Clare (laineyy!)
Their confirmation name! :)
Excitinggggggg!

Buzzing off to do some work :(
It's friday & i have to.

But i trust in your unfailing love,
My heart rejoices in your salvation.
Psalms 13

To make certain sacrifices to pave the
way for greater things (:

Even the best fall down sometimes.
;
Scooz over Rasey; Game over.
Re-game, Re-charge, Re-start.
Snap out of it alreadyz.

Thanks kim- If you see this/
(Yes you may gloat expartner)
kimberly says:
haha denise says you are a hardworking child now
kimberly says:
ever since she scared you with the _____ thing.
;
I hope & pray that that will be true.
Too many times that I'm so tired of it.
Truly i am, its time.

I keep passing this when i read the bible.
Mark 11:22
Have faith in God.